::A VoiD::

2008-07-27T17:15:00.005+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! first book out!! haha... and i'm goin back to tekong in about 3 hrs time.. -_-" so i'm spending the few precious hrs i have left to update my blog... hmmm.. booked out on fri night at abt 7 plus, reached home at about 9... actu planned to meet up with the gang for supper but was scrapped in the end.. so i ended up rotting my first night away and i have to admit.. i had a good time and enjoyed every single moment of it... bathing in hot water... laying on my bed... using the com... rotting is juz so shiok after all.. haha!

anyway... i cont rotting the day away on sat (yes i have no life... haha.. partly because i was feeling unwell too.. =x) before meeting up with the gang at night for dinner and movie... we had dinner at BqKorea and i must say its one of the better tasting korean food i have ever tasted in my life.. the side dishes alone is enough to wet my appetite.. haha.. and their soup is one of the best i have drank... after dinner, we walked all the way to the cathay at PS enjoying the breeze and each other company along the way... god i miss the old times... =) caught the dark knight at the cathay.. WHY SO SERIOUS!!!! i freaking wanna say tt to my sgt in my camp... though i'm sure i will be in deep shit after that.. talking abt sgts.. i n tim actu ran into 1 of our company sgt at the cathay..(yeah we are in the same company) lol! and how it happen was damn funny.. here's wad happened...

me (caught sight of someone wearing a army shirt with our company logo on it): tim! someone from cougar sia...
tim: where where?
me (points) : there there.. but i dun rmb seeing him b4..
tim: yeah muz be from prev batch de ba.. but this is realli damn qiao..
me: yeah.. maybe its a sign...
tim: skarli later we see our sgt sia...

2 sec after saying that, we look up after boarding the escalator and we saw 1 of our sgt right in our face.. LOL WTH.... wad are the freaking odds man... then we seriously stunned and cant stop laughing... haha.. its a small world i guess.. anyway, enjoyed the dark knight and i seriously think the joker's acting is top class.. too bad that the actor passed away.. nth much happened after the movie as we all took cab home...

for today, had a great time chatting with my xiao mei over breakfast/lunch.. haha! good luck for the scholarship! =) okok.. gotta go prepare for booking in liao... see u guys nxt week... tt's if anyone still visit this forsaken blog.. =x ciaos...

2008-07-10T00:42:00.003+08:00

As the day comes to an end,

i bid my carefree years goodbye..

though it flew right past in a flash,

i must say i really had fun while it last..

As the day comes to an end,

a whole new chapter of life will begin..

Greeted with new responsibilities and duties,

i just hope that i will be able to fufill them all..

As the day comes to an end,

regrets submerged from the depths of my heart..

thinking about how i could have better spend my time,

i yearned for time to stop and rewind...

As the day comes to an end..

i turned my back to the past,

and took my first step towards the future..

2008-06-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

today i delicate this entry to one of the nicest person i have ever met in my life, and best of all.. he's a total stranger.. stunning eh? anyway, Mr Choo is his name and he's a comfort cab driver.. yeap, those blue money-eating public transport u see on the roads.. lol! it took placed yesterday when i took a cab back from lakeside after hanging out with the gang at west coast.. (took bus 30 from west coast to lakeside if u guys are wondering) so yeah the normal stuff, u get on the cab, tell him where u wanna go and u get there.. when the cab reached my place liao, i told him that i wanted to pay by nets.. however he pressed the cancel fare button by accident and i cant make the payment by nets.. i only had 6 bucks in my wallet at that time whereas the fare was $11.20.. so the following dialogue took place..

me: i only have $6 on me at the moment, y don't u drive me to the esso station behind and i withdraw some $$ to pay u? (esso station is a stone throw away)

Mr Choo: nono.. its okay.. $6 is fine.. its my mistake for pressing the wrong button..

(bewildered) me: huh? but u are earning a living over here and its less than half the fare.. okok.. if u trust me enough i go up to my hse get some $$ and come down to pay u..

Mr Choo: nonono its okay (waves hand).. its my mistake and i dun wanna cause u any inconvience because of it.. its not fair to u..

then he took the $6 and left..

that's not the whole conversation but its the juice of it.. lazy to write out everything.. cause i insist to pay him and he kept on refusing to trouble me.. at this current age and time, esp with the rising fuel cost, his actions baffled me.. i tout ppl like this don't exist anymore.. and yes, i feel like kicking myself for not taking down the car plate number.. my god.. >.< so there is it.. a wonderful encounter with a stranger.. Mr Choo is the man... WooOO!

2008-04-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm... the end of the war started with D-day.. and maybe the end of my teen years will start with E-day.. incase u are wondering wads E-day.. its ENLISTMENT DAY! wOOO! 2 yrs for me to serve my country... ITS AN HONOUR MAN!!!!!!! gahhh... >.< anyway.. goin in on the 10 of july... thats abt 2 months from now... after that.. 2 years in ns... and bam! welcome adulthood... goodbye happy-go-lucky-life... damn i hate the very thought of that... no more slacking/rotting... needa plan my future ever more carefully now.. NUUuuuuuu...

but that's not the main point.. the thing that is affecting me most is tt i still cant figure out the kinda life i wanna lead in the future.. a couple of options here n there.. nothing realli solid or concrete... gah... i'm thinking too much again.. oh well.. lets change the topic to the current issues of my life... haha..

firstly... butt seems to be healing well.. and i hope it is... eh.. juz got back from bintan abt 1 week ago.. got abit darker.. love the seas there.. its like uber clean la! and u can see fishes and crab on the shore.. not only tt, there are squirrels/monkey all around... wun mind rotting a couple of days there enjoying the environment again.. the onli down point is tt the food there pretty exp.. =/

And today's the first day of my office work.. yeah yeah.. office boy now.. haha... spend the whole day scanning stuff into the com.. abit boring but its better to sit down n do work then to stand the whole day at tcc rite? haha.. anyway.. time for me to start planning wad to do b4 being enlisted.. LETS END THE TEENAGE YEARS WITH A BANG MAN! =)

2008-03-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

haha.. its been a couple of weeks since my last entry.. lazy.. =x anyway, i'm working at tcc now.. haven been realli busy cause the guy there onli gives me like 3 days to work per week.. sian ehh.. most likely gonna look for another job after i come back from bintan ba..bintan? yeah i goin there to be a marshal for the m1 asia race.. haha.. goin there with zw n some of my poly class frens..

onto current issues... i juz went to have a small surgery on fri.. haha.. went to cut my ass.. yeah.. not some typo or anything.. there was a big pimple tt grew on my butt.. the doc say it was a cyst and had to be remove.. accumulation of blah blah n blah.. tt wasn't impt.. the most impt thing is tt it had to be removed surgically.. WOO! song booooo... and so.. gave me a couple of jabs of anesthetic to numb my butt and down went the knife.. could feel my skin tearing apart la.. pain wise.. juz imagine ants biting.. tt's not the worse cause when the skin was cut open.. the doc attached a small hook with a thread n pull the cyst out.. omg man... i dun wanna rmb the feeling... its doesn't hurt much at first.. but 15 mins into the procedure.. the pain is quite unbearable liaozzz... after its out.. which looked to me like a lump of flesh to me... doc stitch it up and there.. now i have a lovely scar on my butt.. sexy eh.. LOL =x so i've been sitting on 1 side of my butt since fri.. like now.. while i'm blogging... kinda uncomfortable man... and oh yeah... on the fri night after the anesthetic worn off at abt 4-5am.. feel the pain man... i fell aslp liao then i woke up la.. @)(#*$)(@#* haha.. anyway its getting better now.. goin back to see the doc on mon.. see wad he say ba..

here are the rest of the pics i took in hongkong...

took this pic of the city from across the sea.. n its bloody cold there.. brrr

hong kong statue of liberty? haha

THE WORLD BEAR

(that's they call it cause it has the flags of all countries on it)

A SHIP! LAND AHOY!!!!

shit the coastal guards.. ALL HANDS TO SAILS!!

haha.. juz joking.. its a tourist ship.. brings u around de.. like those u see at singapore river

eh.. meet my disciple.. bruce lee.. >.<

oh wads the commotion? a filming taking place?

yeap! and the director is me.. welcome to my set.. LOLOL!

me in action.. the world most yan dao dao yan.. =x

(pardon me for dreaming)

a street full of stores selling....

gadget and 2nd hand stuff.. heaven for any mech/tech whiz

they got remote controls on sales too!

make a realli wild guess wads tt building.. a public toilet.. and trust me.. u dun wanna step into it.. apparently in hk.. toilets are kinda sacred... make sure u do wadeva u want in the hotel b4 stepping out.. haha..

a store tt sells accessories making material..

oh another 1!

actu its a whole street that sells this.. lol! guess gals who make their own accessories will love this street.. whole lot of variety u have here..

a whole street that sells antique..

omg! chairman mao knows kage bushin! haha!

nope tts not a mrt track.. its a highway.. realli tall highway..

reminds u of keppel harbour eh..

the best view for watching sunset.. on the plane.. haha! its damn nice...

anyway.. that's about it ba.. would like to go back to honkong agn.. this time with frens... haha.. goin with parents is well.. kinda boring.. haha.. but u get to enjoy more eating n buying.. cause they are paying.. LOL!

2008-03-08T15:29:00.005+08:00

HALL OF LAME

1. TIM

2. SHUTING

3. WAI WAI

anymore of u guys wanna get their name up there? haha.. feel free to let me know.. =)

2008-03-05T21:00:00.006+08:00

HONG KONG DAY 1

ahh.. the beautiful skies..

touchdown hong kong!!

pics tt i took on the way to mongkok

*squish squish* same goes for both humans n cars

btw, the whole street sells fishes.. yeah.. fish-lovers heaven... lol

kittens! ubber cute man.. couldn't get a good shot.. too much ppl crowding outside man.. i had a hard time sqeezing to the front.. >.<

some street photos.. people everywhere.. btw, the road is closed for the people to walk man.. lol..

the streets at night...... haha.. jaywalking there is normal man.. nobody cares..

yeap.. that's the pics for day 1.. abit boring.. haha.. shall upload the others over the nxt few days.. lazy man... anyway.. busy looking for job now.. cant believe some cafe offered $4.60-$4.90/hr for part-timers man.. lol! shall cont looking tml.. haha.. any job lobangs will be greatly appreciated!

2008-03-02T02:31:00.003+08:00

due to demands from 2 retarded frens i have.. who wants me to have an entry with their names in it... here we go...

TIM

SHUTING

lol... man... i cant believe i juz did tt.. oh well.. i'm bored.. cant help it.. go slp liaozzzz.. nitez all... sweet dreams.. OF ME!! WUHAHAHA =p

2008-03-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

omg... wad is this... i'm updating my blog... with a new skin tooo.... are u dreaming? or maybe u went to a wrong blog? sorry to disappoint.. BUT YES I'M UPDATING N BACK WITH A NEW SKIN!!! haha... okay i tink i abit siao liao.. rotted the whole day at home today... had tons of time to spare.. so i decided to revive my blog.. haha.. so how's the new blog skin?

anyway.. here's an update about my life... sch ended alrdy... cny been great... the reunion dinner this year is the best i ever had... been rotting every now and then.. suay siao got selected for commando selection... went to hong kong....

more about the hk trip... love the weather there... 11 - 16 degree... imagine walking on the streets with air con everywhere... shiokness man.... nxt is the food there... esp the street stalls tt sell hot snacks.. owned old chiang kee hands down la.... i can never forget the spicy fishball over there man... the claypot rice there also nice... and somehow.. the pork there liao more juicy lei.. no idea why... haha... woOOo! also took some pics over there and will be uploading afew of them the nxt time ba... had enough of blogs today mannnn..

2007-11-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

wah... its been about 3 mths since my last entry... haha... finally an update huh... first.... nth much been goin on in my life.. fyp is like ruining my life... sch... i dun realli go to sch alot... =x eh... been having fun with my frens... and i've started training for nafra le... haha... found out tt i've become seriously weak.. LOL!

anyway... listening to jay chou new album now.. though its scheduled to be launched today.. haha... his new album... got a few songs not bad.. but for some songs.. i seriously cant make out wad he is singing man.. lol.. guess tt's his style... haha...

been thinking alot these days... abt how my life will be years from now.. and i realli thought super far man... like how can i take care of my parents... how will i feel when they leave me one day... can i do a gd job taking care of them in the future.. how will my bro n i turn out... will i still have contact with all the frens i have now...

so far in my 19 years... i've always been a slacker... my parents take very gd care of me... my bro too... i realised that i am quite dependent on them and i cant think of anything i've seriously put effort in.. like really aiming to excel in something... all this makes me start to doubt myself and my future... came across this line before n i super agree with it..

life and death is easy, its the process thats difficult..

oh well.. juz a penny for my thought... i wun get too affected ba.. instead i tink its quite gd cause it gets me back on track in life.. haha.. i guess this is 1 of the more interesting entries in my blog ba.. haha.. happy reading ppl...

2007-08-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

haha... celebrated my 19th birthday yesterday...1 year older le...... damn..... my last year as a teenager.... Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... i wanna be a teenager forever.. lol... anyway... celebrated my birthday yesterday with the gang... went to have dinner at glasshouse... haha... order quite alot of food so we nearly stuffed ourself to death.. haha... lucky got zw n rachel.. the clementi way... LOL! basically the clementi way refers to ppl who can eat alot n lives in clementi... lame rite.. haha... turns out tt quite alot of ppl have the same birthday as me... cuz while we are at the glass house... heard a couple of birthday songs being sung...

after dinner... actu wanted to catch a movie at the cathay... but sadly.... dun have available showtimes and not much movie also... so after walking around the EMPTY cathay once... we decided to rot at starbucks at plaza sing.. haha... oh yeah... saw some fireworks on the way to plaza sing.. not bad ah.. first time see fireworks on birthday... but like ur teens years.. beautiful... but its over in a flash.. lol... anyway... spend quite a while rotting n chatting at starbucks.. BUT THE COFFEE I DRANK MAKE ME CANNOT SLP TILL 4 PLUS AM! #!)$%)#)#( i spend like 2 hrs tossing in my bed... wth la.. remind me not to drink coffee at nite nxt time... lol...

hai... got test tml morning... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... wish me luck man... lol... i today see words see till blur liao le... x_x

2007-07-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

finally... my com is back to 90% of wad it once was... been trying to restore my settings since my profile cant seem to be able to load like 2 days ago... wad the hell la... i guess this is wad happen when u juz turn off the power once too mani times... lol... but anyway.. it seems to be working fine now so i guess all is well... i juz hope my laptop dun die on me anytime soon... haha! if not i sure become nerd liao... with no com i will plunge into the world of studying! lol! like real... haha... when tt happen... rabbbits will fly.. (if u read the sports section of the newpaper recently, u shld know wad i mean)

anyway... went to nick house with the gang ytd to try nick's cooking... though i have no idea why he wanna cook for us.. haha... but not bad la hor... i tink he can easily surpass the skills of many of the ppl i know... LOL! and he juz ask me whether i like cheesecake... he wanna make for us.. nice la nick.. i can see that being a chief is one of ur future.. though i would prefer u to be a big boss so tt u can splurge on us.. =x wait wait... this is not wad i wanted to talk abt...

Sitting down tgt to have dinner and talking a whole load of crap n shit... it juz makes me wonder how our future will turn out to be... say like 5 or 10 years down... will we still be able to have fun together? with our careers and possibly families? will we even be in contact? its makes me dun wanna grow old... but then agn.. tim said something interesting last nite.. like how it will be fun to see wad jobs we have in the future.. i kinda look forward to that.. yeah... then we could laugh abt how retarded we are in the past.. oh well.. i dun even have the slightest idea wad i wanna be in the future.. lol...

2007-07-15T17:45:00.000+08:00

a full day of rotting today... lol... woke up at abt 1pm.. yes i know.. i'm a pig... but i was watching drama till 4am last nite... anyway... back to my boring life... yeah.. after waking up i had breakfast/lunch and since then, i've been sitting in front of the bloody com till now... YES I'M A CROUCH POTATO! but instead of sitting infront of a tv... i'm sitting in front of a computer.... god i seriously have no life... hmmm... anybody got weekends job to intro? oh wait... this is stupid of me.. the number of ppl tt visit my blog dun even surpass my single hand... LOL...

anyway... had dinner with my family ytd to celebrate my dad's birthday... and ytd was also the first time i sat in a car tt my bro drove... yes he just pass his driving test n my dad decided to test him.. -_-" oh well... except for goin onto the curb once, turning too wide at the crossroad, taking kinda long to reverse and park... his skills not bad la hor.. LOL =x anyway.. my dad also say tt my bro can drive the car when he's overseas.. wooO! chaffuer!!!(i tink spelling wrong but u guys get wad i mean rite?) haha... and yeah... ytd dinner was nice! tony roma! woo! ^^

2007-07-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

i guess by now u guys have read the interesting entry by timo rite... LET ME TELL U WAD EXACTLY HAPPEN... yeah he was right about the conversation between us... BUT... if u guys know timothy long enough.... right after i say i not goin to sch... he will surely ask where u goin... so i juz cut it short by telling him where i was goin... BUT NOOooooo... he claims i'm hao lian-ing to him... -_-" then when i never tell him about such stuff... he say i go meet tons of gals behind their back... -_- lalala... ignts la hor... nxt time dun say anything the best liao...

i dun blame him though... after wad happen to him yesterday... haha... his reputation in sp just went down the drain... lol! i dun feel like blogging the details of the whole incident cuz i'm lazy... but oh well.. thanks to timothy i finally updated my blog! haha... n oh ya... wads wrong with smiling at the phone when someone msg something funny to u... liddat also hao lian... wah lao oei.... haha.. so i wun say he's wrong n i wun say i'm rite... u guys can decide urself.. haha!

and the jealous part..... is omg.... -_-" maybe nxt time i shall blog somethings when timo gets cocky.. lol.. yeah.. JEALOUS LA TIMOTHY... haha... n oh ya.. test is over!!! wooo!!! but sian... i still need to rush my fyp... and oh ya... i'm blogging at timo hse on his bro laptop cuz he wun allow me to use the com... see la! wah lao.. this kinda fren win liao la...

*updated 15 mins later*
timo starts showing us something & added afew interesting lines... oh well... i'm not goin to write it down... haha.. CUZ UNLIKE TIM... i dun go about blogging that my fren was bhb or hao lian-ing... cuz they dun mean it... haha...

2007-06-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

wooo.... in a blink of an eye... another month has pass without any entries... my god... i seriously cant write an entry every now n then... lets put it tt i'm lazy ba... haha.. =x i guess no one comes here anymore as usual... except tim who drops by every now n then hoping to see an entry.. oh wait... wad am i writing.. i dun think he even care.. he's juz bored... trying to kill time by blog hopping... LOL... thanks liying!!! u came n left a tag even though there is no entries... haha..

hmmm... so wads happening in my life now... nth much... holidays are here... well.. i dun even call them holidays cuz the test is right after it.. so i've to study... and fuk... i have 5 papers.. song bo! haha... anyway... juz bought a psp not too long ago... yay! finally bought it.. and it left a big hole in my pocket... haha... GUESS WAD.... after buying it for one day... zw psp spoil... omg..... there goes the happy times we could be playing tgt in the lecture hall... no more companion liao... zzzz...

anyway... there's a skate camp coming up at the end of the week... shit... cant say tt i'm very excited abt it... kinda dread goin to it.. cuz i tink its goin to be boring... oh well.. nth i can do abt it.. hope something fun happens ba... lalala... wad else can i write... i seriously got nth to do now... haha.. oh ya! saw the newspaper today... headlines: sisters have 16,000 frens... lol la... friendster n wad myspace this kinda also consider frens ah... -_-" i didn't know the value of friendship has degraded so much.. and the comments the 2 sisters make.. omg.. u all go read urself la hor...oh well... ppl these days... no comments... haha

2007-05-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

after wad seems like another long period of time without any update, ladies & gentleman.... I'M BACK!!! lol.. okay... i know... lame... cant blame me... in lecture now with rantings filling up the air... hmmm... seriously wonder who still checks my blog for updates.. =x

Anyway, movie fever is back.... been watching movies since last week, about 3 so far... and there's more movies coming up that i wanna watch!!!! sian... there goes my saving plans... lol... recently my cash flow is hitting rock bottom... argh.... damn tt manager... delaying my paycheck... last month name write wrong i tell him liao, then even bother to help him change the staff list... but NOoooo.... tt beech say dun worry... i can rmb... -_-" guess wad happen this month... phone conversation went like this... (jason is the manager)

Me: harlow jason ah... is my pay ready?
Jason: hi medwin... ya ur check is ready...
Me: really? i go down collect tml then...
Jason: er.. u cant... its ready but the name is wrong so i send back to head office... next week when is ready i call u agn...
Me: okay.. byebye..

look at tt conversation... ready but name wrong... LIDDAT STILL CALL RDY AH!!! wth... shld go take some english lessons again... lol....

sian.... still got 45 mins to go.... boring......... lol... i will rant somemore then... hmmm... yeap... mother day is on this sunday... bought a wallet for my mum tgt with my bro... and yes... she likes it.. shld have seen the grin on her face sia... like some child getting candy... haha... oh well... mum is the greatest... yes i shall admit it... =) haha... another hole burnt in my already burnt pocket.... and guess wad... bro's birthday is goin to come soon... his 21 birthday.. so gonna get him something big ba... like a man u jersey... $100 ka-chink... LOL..

THEN I LOST MY PENCIL CASE SOMEMORE... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... haha... so i need to spend $$ getting stationaries and a new case... god... money here money there... not to forget i just bought a new skates somemore... woohoooo... *pray* let me strike 4-d.. haha! lalala... i guess that's all for today ba... i shall go watch some drama on my hdd... lol... u might wonder y do i even bother coming to school rite... FOR ATTENDANCE SAKE... haha... ciaos ppl

2007-04-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

When i needed a voice,
u sang me a melody...
When everything felt so cold,
u gave me an embrace...
When i needed a hand,
u carried me out...
When everything seems so dull,
u painted me a picture...

2007-04-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

Like an artist without his brush,
i've lost the means to express myself...
Like a knight without his sword,
i've lost sight of the meaning in life...

A heart once rich with emotions,
how did it become devoid of feelings...
A world once full of colours,
how did everything become so dull...

Memories that used to break my heart,
no longer hurt as much...
Memories that used to matter so much,
no longer feel as important...

Is all of this part of growing up,
and is this for the better....
i still cant figure out....
can you?

2007-02-20T02:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.... i guess its been donkey years since i blog huh... *clear cobwebs* LOL... ah ha! exams are over now but life isn't any better cause i still have to go to sch everyday at 830 to do my frigging FYP... zzz..... hai... sad rite... but things are abit better cause its CNY now... woohoo! angbaos!!! $$$$ haha... and food!!! the 2 most fav things in my life... ( not forgetting girls too! =p) haha...

anyway... CNY has been goin on well for me... i guess its the same as every other year but this one has more excitement or fun in it... i dun realli know how to put it... probably because i didn't get to celebrate it last year... BUT it's back to sch tml le!!!! argh... i dun wanna go back.... i wanna eat/play more... i shld be enjoying my holidays!!!! lol... damn i'm whining... but i dun care... haha =p so to all those who happens to be reading my blog during the CNY period.. HAPPY CNY!!! SHEN TI JIAN KANG!! lol... i guess i'm going cranky...

oh well... i tink my hair is almost dry now... n i shld go n slp le... the gang is coming to my house tml... hope its fun... and........... I DUN FEEL LIKE GOIN BACK TO SCH! lol...

2007-01-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. my first entry of the new year... kinda late am i... oh well... holidays are gone... exams are coming... after exams i will straight away have itp... life is gonna suck... lalala.. and from tml onwards... i have to start preparing for my papers le... woooHOoo.. cant wait man... in case u dun know... tt was filled with sacarsm... i not some geek or nerd... haha...

anyway... went to took part in wow tcg LP competition today... tink most of u dun know wad does tt mean.... its means World of Warcraft Trading Card Game... yes the gang n i are playing card game now... haha... n LP means lazy peons... sorta like a noob league for beginners like us... hmmm... the competition is quite interesting cuz u can see all sorts of ppl there... arrogant shitheads... nice guys... guys that juz talk too much... lamers... noobs and of cuz pros too... end of the day... win 3 lost 3.. not bad for a beginner huh..

btw tim took part too and something very interesting happen to him... haha... for the first 3 rounds... he was like winning 2 n losing 1.. beat a pro...(which later went on a 4-game streak)... ah... but after a phone call which he juz hang up on his mum... wuhahaha.. he started losing... 3 in a row... all due to the fact he got a bad set of cards( even thought he shuffle and retook a new set once for each game) well well... i got nothing to say but bad karma... haha... but i guess his mum also abit unreasonable ba... juz one of those days mum get cranky... normal... lol... then after the competition we juz went home.. so thats abt it... hah

2006-12-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

Blessed with the ability to talk non-stop for hours, she is nagging, irritating, pain in the ass BUT certainly irreplaceable.... yes... i'm talking about my mother.... i dun know wad got into me but this post will be about her.. haha... shocked? lol...

Being a housewife, she slogs at home dealing with all the household chores... washing, ironing, mopping, sweeping, cooking and sometimes serving her 2 sons... LOL... i meant it as she buys lunch/dinner for us... AND my mum got some fashion taste... the clothes and stuff she buys sometimes shocks me.. haha... but oh well... it works out fine for me since i dun have to worry too much when she buys clothes for me...

As a mother, i can ask for nothing more... i have to say she is one of the best liao... except that i cant stand it when she is overprotective... worry this worry that... my god... i guess no one is perfect after all... haha... as a wife... i gotta say that my dad is one lucky man... he found a wife who doesn't complain about doing housework everyday and desire for jewellery... in fact... i nv heard my mum ask for anything... the things she wants she will buy from her own savings...

hmmm... i tink tt's basically how my mum is like... haha... HAPPY BOXING DAY!!! lol... its cold today... brrr...

2006-12-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

its been a while.... N HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! whoOOO!!! lol... finally... stupid sp system... after test still hafta go sch for another month then holidays... this whole month i didn't even bother to pay attention in any class... juz make sure i handed in my assignment onli... lol... after holidays got lotsa catching up to do liao... but tt's after holidays.. haha...

hmmm... the gang decided to go cruise on the last week of holiday... which is the first week of jan... anyone wanna go? haha... best to be grps of 4 though... cheaper.. lol... anyway.. found out that i kinda tone-deaf when i went singin with amily yesterday.. i seriously have no talent in arts or anything related to it... lol... oh well... guess i have to live with it....

lalala.... i'm like rotting my evening away now... zw got jap class... tim n ky nowhere in sight... i sian of nfsc.... i dun know wad to do.... n i will juz waste my time typing rubbish here.... hafta rush a assignment tml at zw house... sian.... aiyah... i go read my comic books again liao la... I HAVE NO LIFE!!!!!! oh well... cya... i will try to update more... lol.. =x

2006-12-01T12:40:00.000+08:00

The strongest shield & the most powerful sword.

Faced with the battles of everyday life,
we have nothing but 2 weapon to protect our lives.
Logic serve as our strongest shield,
emotions our most powerful sword.

Bearers of logic will no doubt be able to protect themselves,
but how can one win a battle with just a shield.
Bearers of emotion will no doubt be able to win battles,
but risk the possiblity of getting hurt in the process.

Many then argued whether the shield or sword is better,
thus both were pit against each other in a battle.
The outcome was something that anyone would have expected,
the sword broke and shield shattered.

In order to survive the battles we face everyday,
it became clear we needed both to live through the day.
But it was also obvious that we need to know how to use them on the field,
like when to strike with the sword and when to duck under the shield.

In the end it just all comes down to how we want to live our life,
because in a clash between logic and emtions...
There are no winners....

just something that i was thinking abt... haha...

2006-11-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey! i'm back... yesh... with a brand new skin & song... tell me ur comments ba.. n whether i should change my tag box colour.... lalala... its abt 1am now n i have lesson tml so i will make it a short entry ba.... exams are finally over n i have been skipping alot of sch since mon... woOO! song bo!! haha... hmmm... went to watch 007 ytd with the gang at cine... b4 the movie... zw, tim n me walking around the whole of orchard trying to look for several stuff.... like bd presents, caps, watches n clothes ba... in the end... we did'nt buy anything... cuz nothing caught our eyes... lol.... abt the movie... er... all i can say is tt its abit different from ur typical james bond movie ba... its not all abt hero saving the world from some freak.... this one got some plot... at least more than the rest of the shows... haha...

okay la.. tt's it for this entry... tml need to wake up at 8.30... sian... -_-"

2006-11-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

seriously... sometimes the pride that adults/parents have realli piss me off... i will describe 2 scenerios to u guys... u tell me whether the same anot....

scenerio 1

aunt ask me to bring disc down to grandparents house for my cousin... sadly i forgot(which i got apolognise to my cousin later n he say nvm.. nxt week also can) n parents made a big hoo-ha(esp dad).... saying wad ppl ask u to bring down how can u forget blah blah blah... ($*&%&@.... not even a big issue say till liddat... then u know wad... dad say tt everyone wanna do big things... nobody wanna do small thing.... so ppl will rmb those tt do small things like remembering to pass things n not forgeting...

scenerio 2

the situation is turnabout... this time, i ask my cousin to pass disc to my parents so tt they can give tt to me.... guess wad... after buying dinner.... they forgot to bring it up from the car... n u know wads the best.... without even a sorry or anything... they juz say... left the disc in the car.. later u go take.... i like stun... normally if u forget something is u ownself go take de rite... my mum say it nicely though.... then when i huh... my dad juz cut in n crudely put it across.. ask u walk abit go n talk cannot ah... i like wth... so much so for doin small things like rmbing to bring something up... then later when i say its not whether walk abit or not... its the principle... he say... muz be flexible... principles are dead... human are alive(direct translation from chinese) continuing on... later he still say wad... ask u go take also say so much... nxt time u go buy dinner urself loi... dun ask us... when he say tt... i super fed up liao... then i dun wanna say anything le...

now u all tell me whether anot its the same thing... )#*$)@ sia... always say all those stuff... then when i apply back to ur case... it will be... nonono... not the same... wad muz be flexible or this case is different... then buying dinner also got nth to do wif the situation... always like to use threats like go buy urself.. dun ask us do things for u... i take away this n that...ya la... u happy can liao la... oh well... sole breadwinner of the family... everything i have is from u rite... using ur $$... living in ur hse... if cuz u have the right to be liddat... oh man... y am i even wasting my breath n saying so much.. bottomline is everything u say is final... zzz...

2006-10-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

hohoho..... 2 weeks to mst week... meaning 2 more weeks to all my test.... n guess wad... i have like 3 subjects which i completely dun understand.... song bo... time to start studying le... to top off the pressure mounting on me... i juz failed my online math quiz.... 40/100... my gawd.... to think math used to be my scoring subject.... now like shit le... hope the overall percentage of the quiz wun be much ba... if not i realli can say byebye to my A le.... zzzzzzzzzz.... hai.... so i guess i've been slacking too much le... so much for saying i wanna study hard this sem... (someone is gonna scream at me liao *cover ears*) haha....

anyway.... was at the lib ytd wif rach n ky trying to get into the mood to study... failed hopelessly cuz i onli manage to study like 1 chapter for 2 subjects... but looking on the bright side... i took the first step le... so i will try harder this week... lol... any companions to accompany me? haha... i know if i study at home... the bed will tempt me... haha... so much for willpower huh...

As for today..... did nth much.... failed my quiz... waited at home till 5 before goin to visit my grandma's grave... then juz watched the medallion on channel U which i tink is a stupid show... and the effects are like so unreal... or rather... super lousy compared to the others.... hmmm... the weekends are ending le... looking forward to a better week..... FIGHTING!!! lol...

2006-10-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 weeks since sch started... meaning.... 10 MORE WEEKS TO MY 3 WEEK BREAK IN DEC!!!!! lol.. still kinda far hor... oh well.. it's never too early to starting thinking abt the future... =) oh well.. haven updated since sch reopen... haha... its not that i got too much hw no time to blog hor... its juz tt nothing much realli happen in school... yesh... life is a bore.... i want some excitement!!!!!!!

anyway... the usual 4 of us went out last sat to watch death note... with timo giving us a treat at cafe cartel... awww... so nice of him rite.... oh well... its a belated birthday treat la hor... haha... hmmm... i must say that the food at cafe cartel is not bad ba.... big portions.... not bad taste.... juz that their service abit sucky n i dun see the point in me paying the service charge... AND due to the service... ky have to wait like super long for his food...(i eat finish go toilet then his food arrive) guess they forgot abt the order... my god... how to forget order when there is a receipt....

Food aside... lets talk abt the movie ba... death note.... hmmm... i will say that its worth the money ba... its not exactly a must-watch... but its interesting ba... at least 3.5/5 ba... LOL... why am i giving a rating... haha.. but i not goin to write the content of the movie here ba... dun wanna spoil it for those who waiting to watch it... Then the day ended wif timo n ky crashing at my hse to watch soccer while zw went home cuz he can slp without his bed... HAHA! after watching soccer... watch a couple of movies then went to play risk... halfway... they got more interested in digging out stuff from my drawer than playing... stuff meansing photos, letters n gifts that ppl gave me... THEN we went to eat breakfast at 5 plus in the morning ba n we have to practically pull timo out... weak shit... tsk tsk... haha.. after breakfast, we went back to my hse to catch some slp.... then the weekend ended wif me paying a visit to my granddad hse ba...

So overall... quite an interesting weekend ba... tt is y i am bloggin abt it! haha... n i starting to get sick of playing games... I WANNA STUDY!!!!!!! CALLING OUT TO ALL NERDS OUT THERE!!! ANYONE NEEDS COMPANY IN STUDYING??? haha... i tink i goin crazy le ba.. monday blues i guess... haha...=p

2006-10-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED CHILDREN DAY!!! lol... missed it by 1 day... should have updated ytd... haha... anyway... sch has reopened for a week le n i have to say i still haven realli settled down... I AM STILL SLACKING!!! -_-" oh well... somehow my class seems more fired up than last sem... i guess its because of the shock we got from last sem result ba... hmmm... guess i have to keep up if not i will be the only one left behind ba...

Studies aside, i seems to be thinking abt the future alot these days... In a couple of years time... we will all be labelled as 'young adults' le... for the guys... most of us will be goin thru ns ba... n the ladies will most likely continue on wif their further studies... Not only that, its also time where we take our first steps down the path which will last thru the rest of our lives... right now... i dun even know wad i wanna do in the future.. yes u all might say since i am taking a diploma in aerospace i shld look for a job or continue my study in this field... but i just cant picture my future... lol... now who is with me in the same boat? haha... guess i am juz blabbing nonsense ba... BOTTOMLINE IS I DUN WANNA GROW UP!!! lol... teenagers rocks the most la.. lol..

hmmm... i go search for food loi... ciaos

2006-09-21T14:46:00.000+08:00

2 weeks since my last post le... hmmm... didn't felt tt long though... times realli flies during holidays huh... sian la... nxt week sch reopen le... wth sia... sp sch reopen so early... other poly oct then sch reopen... then today have to wake up early register GEMS.. guess wad... the server kinda screw up then they change the registeration date to tml... stun... the system in sp seriously joke la... lol...

anyway... juz finish watch a korean drama, Wonderful life not long ago... kinda interesting... abt 2 young adult who are strangers had a 1 night stand then the gal ended up pregnant.. so the families force them to married althought the guy likes someone else... blah blah blah... typical storyline which ended up in the guy liking the mother... not to mention there is someone else hu likes the mother too... but this drama is interesting becuz of the kid... damn cute la..( i am not a pedo.. i tink u all will tink she is cute too) oh well... then the kid got leukaemia but got cured in the end n the 2 main character got tgt.. so there u have it.. a happy ending.... lol...

talking abt leukaemia... i nearly got it when i was a kid... abt pri 2-3.. cant realli rmb... but i rmb goin for the blood test... lol... now tt i tink back... kinda scares me... though i didn't thought much abt it in the past... the results? i had a borderline case which my white blood cells was at the minimum level i guess.. hmmm... from then on... my mum fed me wif food i cant imagine... zzz... LOL... oh well... i am healthy in the end so cant blame her ba... haha... guess most of u guys dun know abt this past of mine rite... =p i am a weak boy..... HAHA!

more to come for this entries!!!! lol... kinda long post i guess... anyway... ytd went to watch giggolo wannabes with the gang... the first part of the show damn funnny la... the actions they do.... laugh till peng... then the second part of the show less funny n more serious ba... but the plot kinda lame... LOL... but a not bad movie to watch la... i like... =) after movie... went to walk around then ky bought janet present n zw bought a $50 bucks slipper... rich shit!!!! lol.... oh well water boiled liao... off i go to make cup noodle le.... ciaos!! =)

2006-09-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

well well well.... god i am freaking bored... lol... here on a monday afternoon... i am practically rotting my ass off... i guess the same goes for the rest of the gang huh... except zw ba.. he today goin out wif his online frens... hai... damn... we realli no life sia... but then... i do enjoy the peacefulness at home... sinking into the chair wif a cold drink next to me and my com... leaving out the occasional nagging of my mum... i can get used to this kinda life... lol.. wad am i writing sia... contridicting myself... see wad i mean.. ROTTING FRY OUR BRAIN... haha.. lame lame...
for those hu are reading this entry... plz forgive me alrite... cuz i guess i am juz wasting ur time... haha...

hmmm.. since i alrdy wasted some of ur time... y dun i waste more... ^^ let me tell u guys abt wad i did ytd ba... haha... the gang went to crash at tim house... y? cuz we were bored at home.. well.. that is one of the reasons for me... the main reason why u went there is becuz i wanted timo to serve me.... YESH MY SLAVE... HEED MY CALLS... lol... anyway... we watched 2 movies at his house ba... the longest yard n guess what(i tink)... for those hu watched it b4... yeah.. we laughed our butt off... then during the nite we went to shoot some hoops... AND THEN I MISSED THE LAST TRAIN N HAD TO TAKE A TAXI HOME!!! )(#$(*#)@ $$$ lol...

hmmm... so i guess tt is it for this entry... ty for letting me waste ur time.. LOL.. cold rite.. oh well.. got another half a day to rot... ciaos..

2006-08-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

HoHoHo! yesh... u are not seeing things and u are not at the wrong blog... yesh i change my blogskin... hope its better than the last one... oh well... i guess this is wad u do when u spend the whole day at home huh... haha... give me ur comments on my new skin ba... =) anyway... went to sentosa wif my SP classmates ytd... it was suppose to be a class outing but guess wad... onli 7 people turned up... my class darn cool rite... hai.. wad to do when half the class is either nerds or not enthu...

speaking abt my class, i shall juz give u guys a little insight abt the class i am in. Hmmm if i not wrong, it is made up of 21 students with juz 2 gals... guess u cant expect much in the sch of EEE i guess... at least my class still have gals ba.. the rest of the classes all dun have i think.. LOL... but then.. the gals in my class also not gals la... one dog n one man.. LOL!!! juz joking.. they are 1 chinese n 1 malay... the malay one is call wiyah while the chinese one is call elaine... hmmm... lucky both quite on de n not nerds so we kinda get along quite well though i always suan them.. oh well... i'm sure they know i'm juz joking... ^^

Moving on to the boys tt i hang out wif... first will be zw ba... stuck wif me for 6 years le... haha! but good to have him around... at least there is someone i can trust n stuff ba... dun realli know how to explain.. oh well.. u guys shld know it ba.. the presence of an old pal... =) nxt will be jian chuan aka JC... among the whole class, he will be the first one to made his presence know... lol... cuz he is one hell of a joker and a super racist against malay n chinaman... so during class u would most likely hear his voice all the time... if u dun hear them.. it means he is sleeping... simple as tt... n he has a heck of a talent... which is his ka0 pei-ing skill... unmatched man... he can kao pei from morning till sch end still haven stop... wad stomachache, back pain... gastric.. aiya.. all kinda shits la.. play game also the same.. LOL.. next up will be seb n nigel ba... the 2 gay shits tt i gay around wif in the class... =x haha... cant help it... they are fun to hang out wif... cuz we started to hang out tgt onli the starting of year 2.. nth much i can write abt them.. and tt is abt it ba... those ppl tt i realli hang out wif in class... then there are still some tt i joke n play along with ba... after them... the rest i seriously cant be bothered to write anything le...lol... nth to write also..

wa... long entry today sia... btw... after the sentosa outing ytd... i got burnt... wooo! no more fair-skin medwin... all hail the red-skin medwin... LOL... it seriously hurts sia... not onli tt i got a back injury last fri during skates... In short... i am in pain everywhere la... sleeping at nite is seriously a hassle cuz i can onli sleep in 1 position... the other positions will hurt like hell.. oh well.. think the burnt is getting better le ba... hope tml can go out liao... hmmm.. tt's all for today... debut post for my new skin!!! ^^v

2006-08-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

haha... once agn i am back after like 2 months? lol... oh well... anyway... for those who still come in n check up on me once in a while... realli sorry to provide u guys wif no updates... but hey! i am updating now.. lol... hmmm.. the past few days quite fun ba... though it is the exam period.. haha... celebrated my birthday a couple of days ago with the gang n nick with his british frens.. haha.. we went to play sports tgt during my birthday... so in short.. it's kinda like my birthday become a sports day... lol.. and 1 of the present i got was muscle ache throughout my whole body... weak huh... oh well.... cant blame someone hu juz recovered from chicken pox n hasn't excercise at all for like 1 month.. ( not even skating)

anyway... here is a little info abt nick's british frens... hmmm first there gotta be dan... lol... his big size n brute power is kinda like the strongest impression he has on me.. lol... next up will be sam ba... haha.. to me he look like a cute kid.. but his stamina is realli @)(#$%... cuz when we were playing soccer on my birthday.. he was running all around all the time... o_O dun know how he can do tt sia... last of all will be steve the artist... nv realli talk to him much except tt i know he is an all rounder in studies... math, sci, pe and art.. he takes all.. lol... in all... they are all nice people ba... jokers too... lol.. and guess wad... they can act gay too! woo! lol...

And if u are wondering why am i writing an entry now after such a long break... er... i waiting for ky n zw to finish their game so i can join them... yesh... i am tt bored till i am writing an diary entry... moreover, there is 2 math exam tml... song bo! woo! hmmm... i tink thats all ba... i have a feeling tt their game is ending.. haha... cya guys agn!

2006-06-08T13:28:00.000+08:00

Weee... i'm back... after like 3 weeks since my prev entry? haha.. my blog is realli dead... sorry to those who check frequently... anyway... to start off... i slept at abt 4am last morning(its after 12) lol.. and guess wad i was doin.. having a conference call with zw n ky... LOL... first time talk to guys till so late... haha... hmmm... if u guys are wondering wad we 3 gays could be talking for so long... we were juz talking abt the *** ***, *** **** and ******... dun mind the * okay... after all its classified... haha.. but if tim wanna know... i will glady do a run thru with u.... talking abt tim.. i tell u guys something later... haha... ^^

oh ya... watched 2 movies ytd too.. lol.. broke liao la.... hmmm watched x men 3 with the full gangexcept tim( he had to look after his younger bro) haha... then later go pei tim & his bro watch over the hedge... brother rite... haha... dun cry timo.. i know u are touched.... one more thing... msn is history man... welcome to the world of teamspeak!! haha.. juz in case u dun know wad i am talking abt... the 4 of us dl some client tt allow us to talk over the net... wif mic n stuff... lol.. no need for lan shop le... haha... so we spend last nite talking/playing.. lol.. no life huh...

kinda long post today... because lotsa things i feel like writing... haha... actually today suppose to go out with tim n zw de.. zw wanna buy stuff... rich shit... but i cant make it cuz my bro tml go bmt liao... having last dinner wif him... KOR!!! I MISS U!! sniff sniff.. haha.. juz joking.. woo... 1 more extra room for me neh.. wuhahaha... then juz now when i call tim to let him know i cant go... guess wad his bro was shouting in the background... MEDWIN!! TIMOTHY MASTURBATING IN THE ROOM!! HALF N HOUR LIAO!!! lol.. i stunned... then he started shouting some gal name which i could not realli hear... lol la tim.. y do it infront of ur bro... haha... well.. tim say his bro was juz being retarded because he cut his hair botak.. then become liddat.. lol... that is it for this entry i guess... gonna start rotting at home liao...

2006-05-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

My first entry for may! lol... haven been updating cuz i have no idea wad to write... life is juz black and white for me... to be more exact... somehow i juz feel like a third party looking through the eyes of a person called Medwin... like he is juz a container... but there are times i must admit that my life is painted with colours... however the colours just fade off with the passing of time...

btw... juz celebrated mother's day over the weekends... went to eat and shopping with my family... typical celebration huh... anyway... under the influence of ouran high sch host club... we starting naming ourself after the characters... ky is tamaki(aka King/otosan), zw is kyoyou( aka cool-type/okasan), timo is mori(aka wild type)... as usual... i am the butt of the joke cuz i am suppose to be the dog of the club... well in the anime the character is suppose to be the slave(dog) of the club but she was actually a gal and was a natural rookie.. blah blah blah... oh well... does not realli matter cuz i'm sure they call me tt because they realli wanted me to be the dog (technically)..... lol... but the strange thing is somehow i dun feel insulted or anything... juz like when i am called retarded, dumb fuck and other names... i dun feel as angry/pissed as i thought i would.. juz like wad i say earlier... wad can i say... i dun know... so tired that i can be bothered....

If i dun trust, i would not be betray...
If i dun love, i would not be hurt...
Looking up to the skies of the night,
I desperately searched for a source of light...
Like the emptiness of my heart,
The skies held no stars nor moon...
Lost in the darkness that surrounded me,
I walk around blindy searching for hope...
if it exist....

2006-04-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm... it's been a while i guess... anyway... juz to let u guys know... i dun realli blog often... cuz i dun know wad to write about my life... it's juz basically boring & nth worth mentioning ba... LOL... sad huh... i also dun know how to describe my life la...

However, something interesting happen today la huh... as u all know, sch started already rite... so today 5 of us in the class went to buy something to play... sounds embrassing but i got nth else to write except this liao la... we all went to buy digimon.. LOL... i dun know wads wif us la... but it's true that we went to buy it at kiddy palace... lalala... other then that... i dun know wad else to write liao ba...

think tml going to watch the art of seduction ba... hope it's a nice movie... =)

2006-04-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

wooo... let me tell u guys something interesting that happen to me ytd.. i tio birdshit! wtf la... first time in my whole life... on my face somemore... guess the bird muz be saying IN YOUR FACE!!! lol... then as usual... tim n ky laugh n laugh n laugh like they goin to die... zzzz.... so much for being lucky....

anyway... ytd the usual four of us pluz audrey wanted to go to ecp de... then when we reach bedok n finish eating... it started to rain... ._." so we decided to go play pool at ps there.. some building near there la.. forgot the name le... lucky my skates spoil i never bring... lol... after pool we went to the new cathay building which is like EMPTY... lol has virtually nothing except for the cinema... lol... then as usual we rot the rest of the night away...

BUT... something interesting happen on the way home... wuhaha... tim wanted to teach me n ky how to be a gentleman... so we ended up sending audrey home... lol... though tim keep complainin n stuff.. he was kinda willing de la... hor? LOL... ok la... tt is when i got the bird shit... fook it... after sending audrey home we started rotting in the neighbourhood... lol.. we juz sit on some pavement n rot... but its a nice place la... cooling... peaceful... then somehow we ended playing basketball with audrey later... lol... but alrite la... long time nv play le... fun! so thats abt it for ytd.... wa... long entry... haha...

2006-03-21T09:35:00.000+08:00

hmm... quite a long time since i update... anyway... its like 9.35AM in the MORNING... and i blogging... ._." hai... i want my sleep!!!! In case u guys are wondering, i am working for my uncle now... office boi... -_- guess wad.. there is no one in the new office but me n my uncle... n he is always out in the afternoon for sales... so that leave me alone in the office wif my trusty laptop.... lalalala.... but alrite la... can talk to my fren at the previous office on msn... LOL

quite sad leh.... my blog like no life de.... hmmm... i guess i came up wif a pretty good title after all huh... VOID.... technically it means an empty space(if i not wrong) lalala... bored man... dun know wad i goin to do in the afternoon.... >_<"

2006-03-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

Within the depths of my heart,
There is nothing there but a piece of art...
One that portray the life I live,
Which is filled with nothing but withering leaves...

Hiding behind the mask of smiles,
Lies a man who is far from happy by miles...
Often braving the chilling winds of the night,
How he wish that someone would just hold him tight...

Like a poet who has lost his pen,
He has lost the means to express himself...

Like a knight who has lost his sword,

He has lost his reason to live...

2006-03-03T12:50:00.000+08:00

So long since i updated... does not matter anyway, no one comes n see.... lol... btw... exam are over le... woo! BUT... i also dun know wad to do now... so bored... went to the job agency yesterday wif tim & ky to find jobs.... hope they find me 1 soon enough... at home also nth to do... play game all day also sian la... go out also dun know do wad.... argh.... Zzzzz.....

anyway.. kinda feel weird today... LOL... maybe wake up on the wrong side of the bed today ba... haha... short entry today ba... dun know wad to write about..........

2006-02-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

lol... blogging in sch today.. ON VALENTINE DAY! lol... no date today... so sad rite... hai... nono... later at nite got a date... WOOT!!! wif my com -_-" lame lame... anyway... to all those who have a date today.. happy valentine day!! and enjoy urself wif ur bf/gf ba...

hmmm... test all starting to come nxt week le... sian ah.... lalala... confirm goin to fail my CEM... for all my fellow comrades in arms... GAMBATTE NE! lol... sound so gay.. maybe i am turning in one.... watashi wa HADO GEI!!... lol.. lalala... jux trying to make my entry long ba... haha...

2006-02-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm... how's everybody CNY celebration? muz have collect alot of angbaos ba... haha... can treat me le la... anyway... my CNY celebration can be describe in 3 words.... BORED, BORING, BOREDOM... why my bro n cousin kindda went out wif their frens after the first day, i had no fren to go out with... why leh... cuz ppl like TIMO ZW N KY all went on holidays... zzz then i got stuck in my grandparent place... play NFS most wanted.. lol la... who will do that during CNY man... tell me....

anyway... second day of CNY.. ENYOUTH came to my house... in pack of 20+.. omfg... so mani ppl... play majong ah, cards ah... like open gambling en liddat... if police come ah... GG to my house... lalala... n i lost 38 bucks to them... wth... cant believe it... by playing blackjack onli... n for abt 1 hour...

Then today i self-proclaim holiday... cuz onli need to go sch for 2 hours.. dun go betta... so i juz slack the whole day at home... zzz... n @)(*#%& u timo.. go out nv jio... i so bored la... hai... still got abt 2 plus hour to rot b4 goin to bed.... hai.........

2006-01-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

okay.. chinese new year is around the corner and i guess everybody muz be involve in some major house-cleaning operation that is held in almost every home... haha... well... same here.. except mine is not very hectic cuz we started like in december... then we juz slowly do bit by bit... ( I HAD TO PAINT THE HOUSE ON CHRISTMAS DAY!!!! WTH!!! -_-") haha.. those in the poly7 gang shld know huh.. lol...

anyway... nxt year is not a every good year for me(i mean after the chinese new year)... dun ask me why... some fengsui stuff la... and i tell u something... they are kinda accurate cuz when i heard some of it.. i kinda stunned... cuz some of them quite true.. can say 75% ba... lol... back to the topic... well... one of the stuff that was spot on was i am starting to slack n my grades are declining... holy shit... so zhun la... i seriously slacking alot recently... and my grades are dropping... hai... sad... the worse is yet to come... u know wad happen next? it is said that if my grades continue to drop... it might never improve again... and it's goin to be real bad for me n my future... hai... though i tell my parents i dun believe in such things... i'm starting to freak out man... now i think i have to start studying again... so ppl... help me okay... after CNY, if i still start to slack n u guys knows it... knock some sense into me... thank you! =) still got somemore abt this fengsui thingy la... but too much to write down... so i guess i juz stop here ba...

1 more thing... zhi wei birthday is coming! haha n tml we goin out to celebrate.. lol... zw, u betta rmb to wear the new shirt hor... and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!! hope u get a jap gal or something soon... see i so nice rite... haha =p

2006-01-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

lalala... boring days... realli dun know wad i'm doin this few days... feel damn sian... anyway... waiting for pizza now so i write an entry ba... btw... nxt time wanna eat pizza.. i recommend Pizza De France... and yes... it's in singapore.. not france... lol... hmmm number will be a little complicated... if u are in the NORTH ==> 62862683, EAST ==> 68422683, WEST ==> 67752683.. dun ask me y they have diff number AND i dun know if u live in the center or south of Singapore.. try anyone of it loh... haha...

anyway.. i guess thats enough for recommandation... wait... do i hear the doorbell... yes it is.. so... byebye... pizza time... =)

2006-01-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

okok... so they say my blog is gay... there.. made some changes to it... so how is it now? better i hope... haha... hmmm... its a holiday today and i'm rotting at home... lol... but the weather nice to sleep anyway... =) haha...

anyway... my bro bought me a watch... wa.. stun rite... haha... he owe me a gift anyway... and the watch is green in colour... quite cool huh... so that is still like half a day more to the end of the day.... boring.... sian.... dota liao la.. haha

Taking the First Step

2006-01-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

lalala... First blog... First entry... what can i say, creating a blog is kinda difficult la... Dun know have to look for how long to find a suitable skin then finally found 1 which i find okay... haha... But i still need help regarding some matters ba... AND MY BLOG IS NOT COMPLETE YET!

So how do u guys find it so far? tell me ur comments leh... i find it abit gay.. but who cares.. I'm GAY!! and timo/zw are my targets.. wuhahaha.. they probably juz goin to ask me to suck off or something... but nvm, I SHALL PREVAIL!!! =)

hmmm... today is a boring day... morning do proj and stayed at home the rest of the day le..(btw, proj was done at my house) But today super cooling la, like global air-condition liddat... rain the whole day... haha... okay la, i tink i end here today ba... nothing interesting happened anyway....

DOTA HERE I COME!!!